So beautifully written and I can relate to a lot of this as a fellow manifesting generator--it's in the letting go, that something new will bloom. Can't wait to see all that will bloom for you.
I loved reading this for so many reasons! I’ve felt the same re: work, but also maybe not a complete letting go (my default is “burn it all to the ground!”) but an evolution or change created from a space of openness to it looking different. However, as you mentioned, very much easier said than done.
That said, I’m excited for you to make this energetic space, it’s often something that sacral beings have difficulty with, but is soooo important to allowing new, more aligned things to flow in. It’s just sitting in the in between that’s hard to do. I always picture it like your aura is a swimming pool, and it gets filled up with old leaves, sludge, and rusty lawn furniture, so we need to clear out all that muck clogging things up so there’s actually an inviting space for the wonderful things to land, like cute pool floaties and tropical drinks haha. But your garden soil analogy is much more sophisticated!!
Such a validating comment, thank you Bria!! And it *is* difficult to sit in the in between — the minute we as humans feel uncomfortable we seek that safety! I love your swimming pool analogy too. Mine might be sophisticated, but yours is definitely more fun! haha
So beautifully written and I can relate to a lot of this as a fellow manifesting generator--it's in the letting go, that something new will bloom. Can't wait to see all that will bloom for you.
Thank you Pal!!
I loved reading this for so many reasons! I’ve felt the same re: work, but also maybe not a complete letting go (my default is “burn it all to the ground!”) but an evolution or change created from a space of openness to it looking different. However, as you mentioned, very much easier said than done.
That said, I’m excited for you to make this energetic space, it’s often something that sacral beings have difficulty with, but is soooo important to allowing new, more aligned things to flow in. It’s just sitting in the in between that’s hard to do. I always picture it like your aura is a swimming pool, and it gets filled up with old leaves, sludge, and rusty lawn furniture, so we need to clear out all that muck clogging things up so there’s actually an inviting space for the wonderful things to land, like cute pool floaties and tropical drinks haha. But your garden soil analogy is much more sophisticated!!
Such a validating comment, thank you Bria!! And it *is* difficult to sit in the in between — the minute we as humans feel uncomfortable we seek that safety! I love your swimming pool analogy too. Mine might be sophisticated, but yours is definitely more fun! haha
“Mothehood shapes you, over and over again.” So true. Loved this piece, Shannon.
Thank you for reading Kim!